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Make Me Not Exist

Jan 10, 2003, 11:38:11 AM by ~ironfroggy
Literature / Poetry / Old Poetry Structure / Experimental

millions of tiny claws reaching out from the universe grab and pull at my skin as I scream silently and inwardly in pain from my own attempts to fight against this force that causes me to want to not exist because it wants me to not exist and if only I could continue a little longer I could find the reason for everything that i dont know and finally with peace and with knowing why i hate and love and am and wish i wasnt i could finally cease to be

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Climbing Over Lows I am climbing over the valleys
Peak to peak with nothing under my feet
Depression is discovery of the next ascent
Under hand and foot is air, I am supported by anticipation

If I fall from my climb over the dip
I will fall into the pit
The walk from depression through realization is downhill to the top
How can I walk on the sky when I feel lower than dirt?

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I Am Not A Poet Did you know, that I don't even know
what Real Poetry is?
I hear when words take wings
like birds, with bricks in their claws,
ready to drop bombs,
and knock me on my ass.

What is there to write about when
Life is making love to the world
and I am still a virgin?
I had no vision quest.
But, I had EverQuest.
I don't know the secret to happiness.
But, I do know the secret to infinite lives.
I know the secret to sadness.

One stanza, Two stanza,
Good stanza, Bad stanza.
No, I am not a poet.
I write what I think and I think what is right.
Rhythm and rhyme just rock the mind.
What I think disagrees violently with even itself.
ThI Am Not A Poet by ~ironfroggy

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Jun 13, 2007, 1:34:02 AM by ~ironfroggy
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It is no secret. I am not a fan anymore. I hate people not keeping up with technology and I still can't subscribe to journals and deviations via feeds in my blog reader, so it just isn't worth my time to keep coming back here. That is why I do my writing and a very little art over at [link] although most of my writing goes to my tech blog [link] with a shift coming up soon to a Super Secret Writing Project. If you are still interested in my brain juices, then come along.

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Mood: Lazy

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Current Residence: Greensboro, NC
Interests: coding, digital imagery, games, movies
Favourite movie: Requiem for a Dream
Favourite band or musician: Modest Mouse
Favourite genre of music: Alt Rock/Unknown
Favourite poet or writer: Stephen King only when he writes Dark Tower books
Favourite style of art: composite photo
Operating System: Mac OS X 10.4 (NEED UPGRADE)
MP3 player of choice: iTunes
Shell of choice: bash
Wallpaper of choice: Super Mario Bros. Level 1
Favourite game: Castlevania: Symphony of the Night
Favourite gaming platform: Wii
Favourite cartoon character: Zim
Personal Quote: Only fools are positive.
Tools of the Trade: GIMP is all I need.

Website: http://www.ironfroggy.com/
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~artofpoetry Nov 16, 2005 Hobbyist Digital Artist

Calvinated Steel ^_^

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~faerykisses Sep 27, 2004

*muah* you need to post some more stuff. *huggles*

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~allalone123 Aug 8, 2004

i used your stock [link]

~CelticBeauty May 16, 2004

Hello

first of all

hehe

and I assume you are the significant other of ~faerykisses? Anyway...adorable

~lovelymystery Jul 29, 2003

thanks for the comment, calvin.

~techtonic Jul 26, 2003

Yeah, Operation: Save America is bullshit. Thanks for the comment by the way. After reading enough of the Bible objectively, I ad no choice but to be an Atheist lol.

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"Do not pursue the outer conditions
nor dwell in the inner void.
Rest yourself in oneness with things
and all barriers will disappear"
-Seng Ts’an (526-606)

~nny May 13, 2003

i know this kid and he is very smelly.

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"where, is, everybody"

+spyed Apr 10, 2003 Hobbyist General Artist

Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?

What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.

You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

I offer only the truth, nothing more.

Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill

Fella

spyed, nobody has ever done this before.
Ninja

I know. That's why it's going to work.

Do not try and bend the spoon ...

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~pur9e Apr 8, 2003

does it love its blade?

You ask that because of the title? Hm. The blade represents many things, and I think that with a piece like this, like any halfway decent art, the viewer is a full participant in creating meaning. It's communication, after all. This will always mean something different to me than it will to you.

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the semiote

`myheadphones Mar 31, 2003

th ank you for the comment on my field
colour however, is something you will never see in that picture.
i believe a hint of colour would make it tacky.
besides.. dead things dont have colour.

so that's why im straying away from the spectrum on that one.
but thanks for the suggestion anyway :) (Smile)

take care

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